Can't find someone to talk to so now I'm talking to the internet... Why am I not talking to a friend? Because the first one I would talk to doesn't understand the situation that I'm in but he would hand out advise as though he's an expert. I know he's trying to help but "that's not what I really need, man." Others are either too young or I just haven't talked to them in so long, I don't feel I have any right to call them up.
Why do I need to talk? because I don't know what to do. I've known her for so long, I thought I knew her. No, apparently not. Talk to her? The tends to throw a tantrum and I loose the ability to reason with her not to mention the fact that I'm not very good with words anyway. Still, it seems that it doesn't really matter what I say she'll take it however she wants. This is it, I'm done after her. I'm getting to old and to try out for any more. I'm not saying it's impossible but I just don't want to try. It's too much work.
Scenario:
"Why is it so difficult to incorporate me in your PT?"
"1st of all, you don't want to get up when I do to start. 2nd, in the aft-"
"So it's too much of an inconvenience, got it"
How about this? I don't want to incorporate my work and my personal life. By the time I get home from work, I just want to relax. When I do start my extra PT (after the surgery) It's going to be extremely aggressive and you've already made the point that you don't want to do that kind of work out.
What do I do? What's the right answer?
